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Alister McGrath: A world expert on CS Lewis shares his thoughts

Alister McGrath: A world expert on CS Lewis shares his thoughts

DECEMBER 26, 2020

Rev Alister McGrath is the Andreas Idreos Professor of Science and Religion at Oxford University. He holds three Oxford doctorates: a doctoral degree in molecular biophysics, a Doctor of Divinity degree in theology and a Doctor of Letters degree in intellectual history. McGrath is a prolific author on many topics including science, faith, apologetics, CS Lewis, doctrine and church history. We recently spoke to him on the release of his latest (and final) book Through a Glass Darkly: Journeys Through science, Faith and Doubt -- a Memoir.

How has lockdown been for you?

Well, seven months ago, I had never heard of zoom! It's one of the things I've discovered and it's great -- it means I can keep in touch with my students who I'm not allowed to meet. But I'm just seeing faces on screens. I wish I could say hello or make them a cup of tea. It's all very strange and I'm not sure I like this new world.

This moment of crisis in Covid is bringing home to us that we are vulnerable and precarious. It causes us to ask: What can we hold on to in a world that is broken, damaged and apparently falling to bits? Where do we find security, where do we find love? And, of course, the Christian answer is that God is with us even in these dark times.

What does the title of your new book mean?

When I was a teenager, I longed for absolute certainty. I couldn't cope with ambiguity. In one sense, the book is describing how I realised that you can't be absolutely certain, in the sense that you cannot prove things that really matter to be true, even though in your heart you know that they are.

Through a glass darkly, of course, is from Paul's letter to the Corinthians (chapter 13). It's the idea that here on earth, we see things a bit fuzzily, but one day we will see them as they really are.

Was your conversion one definitive moment? Or were there numerous points along the way that gradually led you from atheism towards theism?

There were a series of points. For example, I began to think, I'm very critical of religious people -- I ask them to prove there's a God and they can't. But actually, if they were to ask me: "Can you prove there is no God?" The answer would be no! There was a series of things like that, which made me realise atheism was not as intellectually secure as I would have liked. There wasn't a sudden blinding flash, it was more of a growing realisation that atheism just doesn't work. And Christianity, which I hadn't really understood, actually seems to be really rather exciting. And it might work.

Christianity's ability to make sense of things was really important. And reading CS Lewis really helped with that. Of course, that's only one of Christianity's multiple aspects. It does so much more than that. But for me, that drew me to faith and everything else followed in due course.

Was there something in particular about CS Lewis that drew you to his writing?

You mustn't laugh, but I had just become a Christian and was asking my Christian friends all these difficult questions. They got fed up and one of them, exasperated, said: "Why don't you read CS Lewis?" I knew he had written a book about lions and wardrobes or something, so I bought one of his books and started to read. And it was as if someone turned the light on, as if something clicked. I suddenly realised this makes sense. Nearly 50 years later I'm still reading, I'm still getting more out of CS Lewis, because there's so much there to discover.

CS Lewis really knows what he's talking about. He writes extremely well and he avoids this very dull, simple appeal to reason. I value that, but there's more to it than that. What Lewis helps us to realise is that Christianity gives us a new vision of reality, it excites us, it enables us to picture Christianity in our minds.

CS Lewis provided answers for many of your questions, but you also say that we need to learn to live with a level of uncertainty. So, how do we practically live with those unanswered questions?

I was an atheist who doubted and I think that's a very important point. Doubt is not specific to Christianity. Everyone's in the same boat yet, we Christians are just honest about. If you're an atheist, you haven't proved there's no God, you believe there's no God. When I moved from atheism to Christianity, I moved from a faith that there is no god to a faith that there is a God.

The really big things are just too big for us to get our heads around. So, we can learn to live with a degree of uncertainty. But that does not mean we're doubting. It just means that we know these things are so important, so massive that we can't actually prove they are right. What you can say is I trust that this is right, this seems to work, it's wonderful.

Christian apologetics says there are excellent reasons for thinking this is right. But in the end, you can't absolutely prove this is right. That's why faith is so important. Faith is not saying "I'm just going to take a leap into the dark", it's saying: "This is so good. I feel in my heart of hearts this actually is right. I feel that God is calling me." It's an informed faith. It's not leaping into the darkness, but into the hands of a God who knows me and loves me. And that's a very different thing.

It's very important to talk to people about these issues and realise that maybe they experience them as well. In Matthew 28 the risen Christ appears to his disciples. It says some worshipped him, but others doubted -- they weren't really sure. But I think perhaps they became sure later. It's very natural to doubt and doubt, very often, is about realising the questions we haven't thought through. As an apologist, I very often find that my own doubts set my agenda for engagement and discovery: "I'm not sure about this, right I'm going to look into it." That sorts me out and maybe I can help other people as well.


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